Friday, June 8, 2001

Contemplation…

In the contemplation room.

I'm feeling contemplative today...

I am disturbed that the lady at the coffee shop my mom and dad frequent knows me by first name.... soooo very disturbed.

I wish I could stuff Gordon Campbell's head up his own arse, then he might wipe that smirk off his face, I'm so sick of watching him on the news.

How is it possible that I feel even more tired that before, now that I have NOTHING to do.

Friends want to have a fondu next week. NOthing like a big vat of boiling oil to bring people together. I'm sure my arteries are going to thank me.

Is it possible to be depressed and joyous at the same time? I really wonder.
I still remember my club 404 number years after quitting that job. I think that is the most disturbing thing ever.... EVER.... *sob*

You know your life is exciting when you have to clean hamster piss off the bathroom floor.

I'm going on the field next summer. Some one come and kick me if I don't please.... HARD...
I don't like laptops; the keys are funny and harder to type fast on.

A friend who went and lived in Japan will be home in 2 weeks and the ones that went to Australia will be back sometime after that. Especially hate all of them...

I feel like I need to find the meaning of life or something. Or maybe my head is just spinning. Yeah... that's probably it.

$6 back on the bus passes because of the strike... HOT DOG!

Hot dog, what a stupid word.

PJ's dad asked me what I wanted to be after I got out of school. I couldn't answer him. how fuckin funny is that??? It’s going to be 5 years, probably around 20,000 in debt and I don't know what I want to be. argh,

I think I am losing it. What it is I do not know. But I think I am losing it.

Gosh I am blabbering. I wish i had icq, i am soooo bored.

I should be studying, but that.....

Funny, I don't even remember what I started this post to be.

Yesterday was a new moon, did you all know that?????????