Bone Deep

With each loss comes a coldness.  You won't always be this cold, in time it will diminish.  There will be a lightness that eventually seeps it's way back into you, pushing back that bone chilling cold but the cold will always remain.  Lingering around the edges, and on those nights where you allow it, it will creep back in and remind you, of memories almost forgotten with time and space that you are in the end alone with your thoughts and feelings.  How you deal with them in entirely up to you.